0:00 by 2024 there will be a physical landing where it is known by the mainstream that aliens exist welcome back to strange normal my name is brad burnham we talk about the strange events that happen in your normal life to give you a biblical idea of the things that are happening around you and things are going to happen a lot more and more around you so please hit that subscribe button hit that little bell so you're notified as we release videos that pertain to your normal life that you live in here and tonight we got one of those strange videos you won't be disappointed if you're already intrigued just by that intro teaser you're going to be completely fulfilled it's going to challenge you you're going to be edified this is going to be intriguing but before we get into that please remember to hit that subscribe button hit that bell icon and also if you're if you think our content is relevant it's important please consider contributing to our broadcast here now uh this episode is very interesting it was brought to you by uh fernanda braga which is a subscriber to our channel and you too can submit information that we were going to talk about on this by going to the email address in the show notes below and uh emailing uh any content that you find that is rather disturbing rather interesting rather intriguing so that we can talk about it on this show now without further ado let's get started tonight's episode is about heather heather doesn't have a last name i guess at least they don't mention it but she is a new ager that a vlogger is going to see and talk about but we're going to get further than that blog we're going to go into her past into understanding from her own lips what's happening before this whole event happened to try to capture exactly what's going on in this strange life that we live in now check this out i've been wanting to meet heather activation vibration for three years i think she has a place here in california she claims to speak alien language people call it light codes or light language okay so number one what is up with the seductive light language does it have to sound like that with that in the background or or is this part of the whole whole digs i i don't really know if she's speaking some kind of weird gibberish or she's uh being channeled by some demon spirit here but um she definitely has a uh a care is a charismatic uh personality that helps contribute to this and it's all from her background we're gonna we're gonna dig deeper into that in a moment but i want to explain one thing that i want to explain one thing that i want to explain one thing that i want to explain one thing that i want to explain one thing thing that i want to explain one thing here the bible says that without an interpreter this speaking in tongues it's it's it's just gibberish it's nothing this is not the working of the holy spirit you you don't just spout out gibberish this actually happens in churches often too andaha just like what she's going to do throughout this whole thing is talking this gibberish language and then attempt to interpret it through her own words let's continue in the spiritual world there are people who claim to be the ones who are the ones who are the ones who are the ones who are the ones who are the ones who are the ones who are the ones who are the ones who are the ones who are the ones who are the ones i would переход off to heritage back there and continue with the holy spirit through question Stan you don't want to hear another category's droyu people claim that they can connect tracks cast klim and ci with different extraterrestrial beings speak light Vegeta language they're not in the spiritual world they're in the physical world so how can they be in the the spiritual world if they're in the physical world whatever they actually feel that they've come to earth from another part of the galaxy i 100 believe in aliens at this point i'm hoping that language she's speaking or maybe my mirrors will detect if it's completely a scam but if anyone would be able to do that it would be her I've been feeling you like you've been coming through the realms recently what does that mean coming through the realms like you've been appearing in different realities your name this that ideas yes okay yeah I feel her what are we doing we're
4:52 just gonna allow for whatever is to flow to flow through Oh Oh Buddha or whatever that was more vitals or pictures of idols there's different crystals actually aligned throughout the place all set with intention to like hold a specific frequency totally new age good so that you feel nourished so that you feel loved nourished nourished can we talk about this beautiful altar yes we have a bunch of different things another altar to another God representative and like symbolic of frequencies to invoke certain energies let's see the rest of the beautiful what's portal so welcome to the god these are oranges what do you eat only breath and magic you're not actually right no I'm not actually I know that's a real thing though I haven't eaten meat in 11 years actually until I just did ayahuasca two weeks ago and I had this whole thing come through where it was like I partly identify with the fact that I've been vegan that I haven't eaten meat for over 11 years and I'm like I need to dissolve that ego I want to sit down and yes okay okay okay wait wait wait wait wait wait that's it's hold it right there Oh what why are the New Age movement I'm not going to do that attaching themselves to vegan vegetarians who cares if you don't eat meat let me explain that real real quick I'm gonna I'm gonna diminish that thought for a second because what I mean by that is why are you bringing that out as part of the New Age movement let me tell you something about myself I grew up vegetarian I don't I don't I don't tell people that because uh just out of the blue to talk about it but in fact that since it came up in this episode is the only reason I this is not necessarily just because of some realization I had from the New Age movement but it's just because I believe it's a healthier lifestyle in fact Arnold Schwarzenegger does it Bill Clinton does it there's there's a number of people that see it as a lower cholesterol diet will make you live longer up to 10 years longer if you're interested in this aspect of things look up the the blue zones I think it's called it was actually a an episode on Oprah you can find it on YouTube but that's not what this episode is about let's continue on I just think it's it's strange that this New Age movement has attached itself to a healthier lifestyle through vegetarianism or veganism by not eating meat and it has nothing to do with the spirits anyway let's continue let's do it so let's go back to the altar and let's like sit what's it called a hand drum a hand pen but it's a space drum it is UFO it's actually a spaceship in your lap that plays sound frequencies that are like cosmic binarial beat sound frequencies that are in parts of your brain and activate certain awarenesses and consciousnesses and abilities to feel same thing as light language I don't understand what I don't understand either channel my soul gets it you do specific breathing to get into it yes usually different every time but it does require centering my energy so that I can open up and channel are you going to be able to show us what what what what did she just say it requires me centering my energy so I can open up a little bit what does that even mean yes absolutely I would love to co-create a space a container to where you feel comfortable and if you feel cold to allow your soul to speak your own version of light language as well I mean I don't know if I'll be able to do it but I am so open the human doesn't need to know the soul will get it people who are speaking light language okay okay okay let me separate two things right here primarily it is this New Age movement this movement that believes in alien abductions alien uh introductions that believes there is a separate entity inhabiting our bodies this is a hundred percent not true a hundred percent not true we are made in the image of God there is not some physical manifestation that comes out of our bodies and leaves and goes somewhere the Bible says when we die when we die our soul knows nothing nothing we're dead we're literally dead if you want to know more information about this I talked a little bit about a little bit more in the uh movie called Starfall it's on this channel it's the one that has received the most views on this channel it's a documentary talking about the strange events that happen in this life about uap's go watch that but without but let's continue and watch a little bit more about this people who are speaking they could
9:35 just completely be making this up totally it could be totally fake to some people but I can't it. I need to have multiple proven facts experiences in order. Whoa, whoa, whoa. Did you hear what she said there? She needs to have multiple proven facts experiences. So is she factualizing these experiences? A lot of times what people do is they take their experience and they make that experience the fact. That's what it's going to come down to in the last days. Do we believe our experiences? Do we believe our senses or do we believe what we have studied, what we have learned from the Bible principles? That is primarily what she's confusing here. I have had experiences. Yeah, she probably has had experiences from these demonic entities, these spirits that the Bible says test all the spirits according to the word of God. So what she's experiencing has made it her fact. And that is where I draw the line. That is where it's dangerous. Let's continue. In terms of confirmation for me, connecting with ETs, I don't deny this. It would be inauthentic for me to deny it. I would literally be holding the biggest part of my experience back and suppressing that. Talk me through your experience of connecting with extraterrestrials. I'd say over the past eight years, really, I've been connecting with cosmic beings, ETs specifically. A few years ago, I was completely sober, laying in my bed, and I felt called to meditate. And as I was meditating, my legs appeared on each side of my bed, like kind of what you would think an alien would look like, where they were really tall, their heads were different shapes, and their arms and their legs were more lengthy. And they had maybe about three or four fingers. I couldn't fully see, but they weren't physical form. They were emanations of light. You were awake. I was awake. I was not sleeping. I wasn't in a dream. And they lifted out my light body so I could see it, almost to show my... Okay, so let's pause right there for a second. We know for a fact that when people have these manifestations, they're not going to be able to see them.
11:40 These abduction experiences, that they never come back with any knobs from the aircraft. They never come back with the cosmic toilet paper stuck to their shoe. There have been events where people have said they've had markings on their bodies, or they had something put into them, but it's never enough to say, okay, are you sure that wasn't already there? No, it's hard to prove. Number two, though, we have also had beings that, have had former dead relatives come back to them, and they said they felt their breath, they felt their body heat, they felt their heartbeat, they felt all these things on them that make it a physical and real experience. And they didn't take them anywhere this time, but they knew this was a real physical experience. And I believe, just through my understanding of what's happening here, that these things can happen either way. They can induce a vision, or they can appear to you as a physical being. And that's where it becomes real scary, folks. Because when the experience crosses over the line from a regular, possibly, was that a dream, to this is my reality, and the physics of my reality is being questioned, that's when you have to say, what does the Bible say about this?
13:08 Let's continue. We'll get into that in a second. My human, this, like, spiritual body of mine, this aura, this energy that we all talk about, it's real. The next morning, I started thinking about Arcturians. Arcturians, what are Arcturians? So the name Arcturians just came to you? Came through. Fully, fully came through. I had not heard of them before. And they are the energetic consciousness that I connect to and channel and communicate into the information. For some people watching this, they may be like, what? These girls are batshit. Crazy. Yeah. Full on. All the time. And it's totally fine. Like, I totally get it. Because if I weren't experiencing this reality, it would seem insane to me. It's so real and so undeniable for me that I don't really mind what other people think. Okay, so she doesn't mind what other people think because what her experience has told her has defined her reality. From what we understand, if the spirits can manipulate our experience, that will change the facts. You've heard of altercations. You've heard of alternative facts. That's where this, these are the ultimate alternative facts. When your experience becomes similar to someone else's that has experienced the exact same thing through this stuff, all of a sudden you have a collective, a hive mind, almost a new religion. And a lot of people, this is what's going to break upon the world. All of a sudden, tons of people are going to experience something like this. But it's not going to be as weird as this. This is just a precursor to what's happening. It's not going to be as weird as this. It's going to be as weird as this. This is just a precursor to what's happening. I want to talk about the talking to aliens. Yes, yeah. There's a specific energy in essence, a transmission that's coming through the light language, but it's not specific words. You wouldn't be able to translate this word means this word means this word. When you're speaking this language, do you know what you're saying? Yes.
14:59 It's happened multiple times actually where I've used light language in challenging situations. And it was like, all right all right there's there's a variety of people that watch this show from around the world they've they've emailed me if anybody recognizes any words in that can you please leave a comment that was really strange and i i believe that she is probably making stuff up but it's it's pretty convincing because it's the flow is so good it doesn't even i haven't even seen certain churches that have this speaking in tongues you've heard of this it it sounds better than that even so i i i wonder if this is not being channeled specifically through a demonic spirit to say something maybe that shouldn't be said we got to be really careful about that folks we could be blaspheming the lord in another language and thinking we're doing good if we're saying some random gobbledygook out of our mouth you what you just spoke it's so powerful what was i saying the message that is not just this girl that sits back i am a temple of energies of gods and goddesses streaming through to teach you a message so it wasn't even about me oh my goodness okay okay okay she's a temple of gods and goddesses think about what's that saying that's the original lie satan cave came to to to uh eve through a snake and said you will not surely die you will be as gods as gods as gods now number two there's two lies in there number one you will be as gods but number two you will not surely die everyone everywhere is teaching that this soul this thing comes out of our body and it floats in the air when we die that we are that thing and that we don't surely die this is the original lie and this is the original lie that will be portrayed at the end and will take the world by storm because they think that you will not surely die you will continue to live forever and ever and ever and just waiting for i don't know the second coming you know what's what's fascinating about that is a lot of even christians have fallen into this this this paradigm where you believe that you will be in heaven and then what is what is the second coming what's the point of christ's return to come get nothing on earth and and if if my grandmother is up there watching me do i really want her seeing all the terrible things that i've done here on earth or all the mistakes that i didn't even see i was gonna make i mean that must be living hell for her if she is floating somewhere around or in heaven somewhere i mean it just doesn't make any logical sense it's not biblical it's a bit bible says the dead know nothing the job says that the the person that dies does not come back to his house the the bible says they are in the grave awaiting the resurrection dead asleep christ himself said the dead was asleep asleep lazarus think about lazarus for a second lazarus was the good friend of jesus while he was on earth and he said he said lazarus is dead he told the disciples but he said lazarus is asleep in death so when lazarus was resurrected by christ after christ was so sad that he died he resurrected him don't you think lazarus was like oh man you know i was in heaven waiting for that or i was in some religions believe a purgatory or some in-between place which i don't even know how they get that point but but don't you think he would be upset that christ ripped him out to be back on this terrible planet i don't think i don't think that's the message that the bible says at all i believe that when you're dead you're dead and the reason why the bible talks about us going straight to the lord or it appears that way through some verbiage in the new testament is because as soon as we are asleep and we wake up the next next feeling the next understanding the next sight will be our time with the lord and that's what we don't understand just like asleep when you go to sleep you wake up do you remember all that time in between no no so what the big deception is is the exact same one from the very beginning of time where where satan said you will not surely die you will not surely die you will be as gods but i also use light language to activate high frequencies of bliss and happiness and that's
19:55 what i do through my songs it's the galactic connection and channel that has been able to reach those who resonate and people who are ready to like tap into this higher frequency awareness do you believe you're an alien definitely definitely oh yeah like i for sure for sure for sure for sure for sure am have they told that was i was for sure for sure for sure for sure for sure and that was i was i was five assures so um you know it's it's true told you about what's going on in the worlds currently i do get confirmation that by 2024 there will be a physical landing where it is known by the mainstream that aliens exist so then the next what what wait what by 2024 there will be a physical landing where it is known by the mainstream that aliens exist okay so so think about this for a second 2024 is right around the corner if this is true we got a lot of preparation to do but you got to take into account that you got demons trying to prove prophecy they don't know the future that they may live a little longer than us but they don't know what's really happening they're not omniscient so if they could have told this woman hey yeah we're gonna land in 2024 uh that might not be true but i wouldn't put it past the devil to do some pretty incredible things in fact i believe these pretty incredible things will happen in our lifetime but i'm not setting any dates on this let's continue soon yeah it's really sad that's in two years yes my mind is in a pretzel almost but yeah maybe you literally want to stop using human words and you want to speak light language yeah so first we're going to be crystals okay setting these crystals with divine intention crystals what what does crystal relaxing your nervous system it's going to take you on a little journey of sound tracy more light language i suppose i felt like this grandfather cosmic energy well there's lots going on with my grandfather and is he still on earth or well he's definitely okay okay you see her you see her words there is he's still on earth isn't it interesting how how how this this uh new age movement this this movement that believes in these extraterrestrials also believes similarly that you can be a from the body separate fascinating stuff this deception is wild absolutely you are like this cosmic granddaughter of like a specific mission so with light language it just comes naturally it's just you allowing yourself giving yourself your soul permission to make sounds to be audible to hear and feel vibration through your expression of whatever wants to come through i like want to believe this is real but then the human part of me is questioning it stay skeptical and normal and that's a part of the fun where it's like we forget so that we can remember my fear is that i'm just going to make things up at first it may feel like that but you have to give yourself permission because that's still the ego doubting i'm going to be speaking to you as well it'll be a conversation okay so like bringing your energy into our hands and let's activate the energy okay so i'm gonna i'm gonna i'm gonna pause it right here what she's about to do is she's about to try to speak this light language it's basically being strangely possessed and uh for the uh average viewer i gotta tell you this is strange i cut out probably a good chunk of this stuff the majority of it because it was just too weird for me to watch and um i i included just bits and pieces and i cut it up a little bit because um there was there was some strange things that happened uh i wouldn't recommend going and watching the whole thing it's just too weird but uh you're gonna see the most relevant clips in this uh highlights reel holding it to your heart and with this opening up the gateway the portal to your soul's language so we're just going to be like kind of moving the torso this is cool ,
25:01 oh okay like i said there was a lot more to that and she got a lot more involved but but let me let me tell you is that the movement of the spirit is that the movement of the of the holy spirit of god to make you do all these kinds of things all these kinds of motion commotion even flop around in the floor like that like that like that like that like that like that like that like that like that like and do all this stuff and and almost throw up the bible says that god is not the god of disorder he is not the god of chaos this is chaos it's absolutely nuts oh yeah it feels weird to say human words after yeah i don't know how to explain yeah but i it feels i have that full like healing Yes, a full opening, a full clearage from your throat, from your expression, from speaking your truth. I was coughing up... Energy blockages. Blockages. Energy blockages. My voice feels clear. Yes. I feel my voice feels different. Yes, stronger. Yes. Your voice... It's clear she had a real experience here. And this experience wasn't something that she just conjured up in her mind. I would be scared to death, honestly, if something like that happened to me. I don't think that anything that she experienced was just put on for the show.
26:28 She was clearly not sure she could go through with this. She was clearly not sure this was real. And then all of a sudden this happened to her and now she's had an experience that will forever change her life and perhaps forever change her understanding of what she believes is truth. Trust you more. You trust your voice more. Keep going. Keep doing it whenever you feel called to. Again, like, it is the best way to openly be able to express and purge any type of energy or emotion. Nothing can get it out like light language can. Your, like, cosmic self is literally my best friend. I feel like you could know what I was saying. Fully yes the whole time. Okay, okay. Listen to what she said. I fully understand what you're saying. Fully yes the whole time. And then, manipulation, she goes in and asks her, What does that mean?
27:22 What does that mean to you? So instead of the girl in orange coming back and saying, Well, what did I say? She, the Heather, the one that believes that she heard exactly what she said, is asking her what she believes she had said so that she doesn't have to explain or interpret it for her because they both have no idea what they're talking about. At one point I just felt like I was claiming my realm. Like, this is my space to express. This is where I do what I do. This is where I am who I am. It does not concern me what people are going to think about it. Really proud of you. You're amazing. So magical. Thank you for all you do. Okay, that's it. And the adventure continues. This stuff is so strange. This is exactly what is wrong with the New Age movement. And isn't it interesting that these ETs and New Age go so close hand in hand together.
28:19 This is the demonic energy. This is the demonic movement. This is the religion of demons that is beside the religion of God. Because Satan always likes to have a counterfeit of what is God's. What's even more fascinating, though, is how did this person get involved like this? What in the world happened to make this woman think that, hey, I need to get so deep into the realm of New Age to make this stuff up? Check this out. I dug a little deeper. Heather says this behavior is, well, she just says it's nothing new. This is Dr. Phil. Dr. Phil, it turns out, had Heather and her mother on the show to discuss what's going on in their life completely unrelated to Heather's experience with the New Age.
29:12 Because this episode was recorded way before she got involved in the New Age. This episode was recorded. This episode was recorded when she was still a teenager. The damage that looks just like the damage from the plane of flight 261 has been found on the same kind of parts in two more Alaska MD-80s. It's embarrassing, ridiculous, because of my drinking. I've gone from leading national network investigative reporter. We hid two video cameras in our vehicle. To no job and sleeping in a bush. In 2001, paid cash $1.2 million. For an incredible house on the water. Right now I have probably $300 to my name. A lot of my financial problems were because I was out of it on drugs or alcohol. In January of 2013, I remember having no car, no money.
30:06 Totally depressed. Disconnected from my daughters. And almost having $50 only. Didn't want to spend it on a number of tails. I remember walking behind a fast food restaurant in bushes this high. And sleeping under the bush. After my car accident in 2010, I was taking three or four oxycodone a day. I started drinking alcohol to go to bed. When I went into rehab, my daughter Heather turned on me. Heather exaggerated my addiction, smeared my character. I would walk into my mom's room and she'd be passed out on the bed. And there would be empty bottles of vodka lining the room. I'm not a drunk. But right now, including having drank this much, I drink three nights a week. And I'll drink up to a bottle of wine to go to sleep. The reason I drink is loneliness.
30:59 But mostly heartbreak. I know if I had the love of my daughters, I could not drink. But it's because there's such deep love between my daughters and me severed, that I drink so much. Now let me stop it right there. Because this has turned into a story. This has turned into a strange episode. Because you're thinking, how did you go from new age to a drinking mother? This is where the rubber meets the road, folks. Because this is what's happened. This woman, her mother, Heather's mother, we're going to see them talk in a minute, went to Dr. Phil because her mother had a drinking problem. Her mother was a very successful woman at one time. But that success is going to fail if you become a drunk. The Bible says that we shouldn't become a drunk. The Bible says we are a group of people that should tell more about the Lord.
31:52 Priests of our own household. And those priests, it says in the Bible, the original law says, don't drink. Don't be one drunkard. Don't take this substance. Because this substance will cause you to allow you to have these demon spirits enter into your mind. Why do you think they call it spirits? They call alcohol spirits. In fact, you can go to some stores and it still says, alcohol, it says, spirits. Do you want to ingest spirits? Now, literally, you're not ingesting spirits into your body when you inject alcohol. But you might as well be. Because when you inhibit the frontal lobe of the brain, or with any drug, not just with alcohol, but with any drug, it will cause you to be inebriated to the point where you can't stop these things from entering.
32:41 Do you think if you're inhibited from driving down the road, even from walking, or even if you black out, do you think you can stop the spirits from coming into your mind, grabbing a hold of you? They aren't going to do it explicitly. But they will influence you much easier when you have these spirits, these alcohol, in you. And this is what's happening to her mother. It's causing her to lose track of what's going on in her life. And it's causing her daughters to say, you know what, I've got to change my life. I've got to do something different than my mom did. Let's look at the most new age, those other religious properties that we can look at. Let's go to the spirits that I know about in my area. They're currently in California. Fascinating stuff!
33:36 Okay, have you been drinking today? This morning. How much did you drink today? I, last night, ordered a vodka and cranberry. At like 10 o'clock. And kept it until this morning. And at 4.33, I drank it. Okay, because you were starting to withdraw? Yeah, I have shakes. Then you're drinking a lot. In the last two weeks since this happened, I've, I drink, I drink now more than I have ever. Okay. It does seem to have kind of taken over your life. Oh, I get it. Christy hasn't seen her daughters in more than two years. Her oldest daughter, Heather, is here. We're going to find out what she has to say when we come back. But I was a really good mom. I don't doubt that at all.
34:23 I'm not saying, oh, please bless me at all. I'm saying it took something pretty severe to make me get so depressed. And are you still trying to blame that on me? No, no. Well, some of this stuff, like that, Heather, I never opened accounts in your name. Comcast, NPG&E, please tell me, are you serious? Absolutely those. Okay, wait, those are accounts. But I heard that you thought I opened credit cards. So she's ruined your credit. Oh, terrible. I can never buy a car or anything. Because when I was 16 years old, I got in debt so much. I can't ever. For accounts you didn't even know had been opened? No. And they say the only way I can do it is if I sue her. And that's the last thing that I'm trying to do is go to court with her. You know what? I understand that you lived in mansions and you bought them for millions of dollars. Who cares?
35:10 And you did this and you did that, and that you were a big television personality and all that. You know what? I've been doing this for 35 years. And it all comes down to the same thing. A drunk's a drunk. And if you're a drunk, you're a drunk. And you got to own it and stop all the pretentiousness. Hell, you even pretentiously kill yourself. You call your daughter. She answers. You say, hang up. Don't answer when I call back because I need to leave a suicide message. Take a look at this tape. So I understand people have mental problems. I understand people have issues and they have drama that happens in their life. And it causes them to not want to continue. But this is a selfish motive. If you are thinking about this, if this is something that crosses your mind, you need to say, wait a second here.
36:02 I need to go get help. Because the most selfish thing you can do is to make others grieve for you, others that have provided the most for you, that have tried to help you the most. Because the Bible says we wrestle not against flesh and blood. We don't wrestle against these things that are ourselves. It's not our mental that we're wrestling against. It's not someone else's problems that we're wrestling against. It's not like, oh, I have someone that has done better than me, and so it makes me feel bad, so I want to kill myself. What's going on here is you're wrestling against demonic spirits that have inhabited your body that are saying, I will do this, and you don't follow. You don't fit in, and you're a terrible person. Because that's how Satan operates. That's how the devil works.
36:49 He goes, I want you to do this terrible thing. And then once you do it, he says, you're an awful person. You're a terrible person for doing that. How demonic is that? How terrible is that? But the way to stop this is to stop drinking alcohol. Because alcohol will only continue the role in your life that causes absolute grief. One day when I was sleeping, my mom called my phone, and I answered, and I was still half asleep, and she told me to not answer the next time she called because she was going to leave a voicemail. Okay, and I just hung up. And the minute I listened to it, I just, like, broke down. On the day before we were going to be evicted again, I got up in the morning, went to a Walgreens, got a bottle of vodka, put it in my trunk, called Haley, left her a voicemail, and said, the sheriff's coming.
37:44 I cannot bear to tell you, and I'm such a failure and loser, and I'm so sorry, and let her feel like I was going to go kill myself. She told me, this is the last time that you're going to hear from me. Like, I lost it. I couldn't even get off the floor. My mom just killed herself. I drove in my Mercedes with vodka in the trunk and saw a place in a vineyard that I could get through two steel pillars. Floored it. Both sides of my Mercedes burst in. When I quickly turned around and drove up to the hill, a woman saw me and called police. The police said that they found a car crashed on the side of the road with empty bottles of vodka and a noose in it. After the police told us that they found her car and her body was missing, and after the suicide goodbyes, I did think that she was dead that night.
38:39 About four months later, I got a call from an insane asylum in North Carolina. When I realized that my mom had faked the suicide, I told the asylum not to contact me again. After the suicide and even up until now, my mom says, I tried to kill myself because of you, Heather. Well, I don't know where the fake thing came because the truth is, the only reason I say Mercedes, who cares about the car? Apparently, you do. I got in my Mercedes and went to the vineyard to end my life. Oh, Lord, give me a break. That's honestly not what I meant. Mercedes are strong, and I burst them in, the walls, but I hear you. Who does that to their daughter? Every day, I don't know if you're alive or dead. I'm like, I think she is actually dead the past few months because...
39:28 Which one of you gets up and checks the obituaries? You do it every day? You don't check the obituaries on a regular basis? I'm gonna tell you what I'm willing to do here. I have contacted... the Origins Recovery Center on South Padre Island in Texas. I believe that Hannah's House there, which is a treatment center for women, is the premier dual-diagnosis treatment center in the country. It's an intensive inpatient treatment program that takes a multidisciplinary approach to getting people healthy. And they're gonna start by doing everything from brain scans to hormonal scans to blood work to everything to find out where you really are, to truly give you a chance to get yourself straight one time in your life.
40:24 And I don't know how long you're gonna be there. It ain't some 30-day snap-your-fingers wonder because they work the criteria until you, honest to God, are a functioning member of society again. Good. And at some point, you guys will have to plug in to that process down the line. And I am willing to make that a gift to your family, from me to your family, with a condition. Okay. You show up when you're supposed to show up, and you so much as blink. You play one diva card, and your ass will be kicked to the curb before God gets the news. Okay? But you lean into that program, and I will throw more resources at you than you even knew existed.
41:30 Thank you. And we will embrace you, and you will come back out, girl, and you will not only get in the game, but you will get in their lives. Fair enough? Okay? All right? Okay. All right. Girls, fair enough? Give her a hug. Okay. All right. Thank you. All right. Thanks. Fascinating, isn't it? Wow. Well, the good news is that this had a happy ending. And I actually dug a little deeper into this story, and it turns out she did turn her life around, at least for the most part. At least that's what the latest video was. In fact, Heather continued talking about this and her mother and the situation in her YouTube videos.
42:18 Unfortunately, she also continued her trajectory towards spiritualism, towards believing that she was an alien, and towards believing that she could have this spirit language that she could talk about. And this is all a result of her mother's actions and her not wanting to follow her mother. Check it out. I just want to reiterate that I'm not coming from a space where I come from a family that has been really effortless and easy and has always been healthy. I come from a dynamic that was extremely toxic and, again, challenging and traumatic on so many levels to where, because I've done this healing, now I feel called to share this, and it has been such a huge thing in my life that has affected every area of myself, again, beyond what I thought was necessary before, where because the relationships with my parents, one of my parents in specific, was so traumatic and toxic, at one point, I had to cut all contact with that parent where I literally did not talk to them at all, where we had no communication, and it was like we didn't even exist in each other's lives for multiple years in a row. Because it was so toxic, and the cords, the connections, the relationship dynamics that were, at the time, the foundation, were so distorted and needed so much healing, I actually had to completely cut them and remove myself from them so that I could do my own healing.
43:46 Now, I didn't necessarily know that this is what this would initiate, but upon doing this, it forced me to have to activate my own divine parents, my own divine mother, my own divine father. Oh, my goodness. Okay. She was doing good for a little while there, but clearly what she's saying is, I had to go through some healing because of what my mother did. I had to do this thing inside me. I had to find my spirituality, and she found the wrong spirituality. That's the wrong spirituality, folks. It's the... I'm going to boldly say this. She found her wrong spirituality, and she now thinks that she had to find the divine inside of her. Inside of her. I mean, listen to those... It sounds very similar to saying, hey, I had to find divinity, but that's divinity outside. That's what Christianity says. That's what the Bible says. Finding divinity inside yourself is the New Age movement.
44:42 Finding self and looking to yourself or anything inside yourself as divine is downright Satanism. Within myself, to reparent myself, my inner child, to connect with and heal myself on a deep inner layer so that I could eventually, and I did not know this at the time, reconnect with my mom. Okay, I'm just going to say it. It's with my mom. Again, if you've seen the episode of Dr. Phil where they show my traumatic childhood, then you probably already knew that. This section is funny to me because she comes out of character. Obviously, she's putting this whole, I am divine. I am a New Age person and I talk like this when I'm talking on YouTube. And she comes out and says, okay, okay, okay. Yeah, that's my mom. And she all of a sudden gets this normal voice about her as she starts talking about her terrible situation that happened.
45:36 But yeah, there have also been other toxic dynamics in my family with my other family members as well because I just apparently chose an incarnation where I was like, yeah, let's just go through a bunch of crazy shit so that we can learn the most insane messages and just channel the medicine through and share it with everyone else in return. Yeah, that sounds fun. That's entertaining. Let's do it. Okay, did you see what she said? She said that she chose this. She's still putting the blame on herself through the religion that she's looking through this at. We wrestle not against flesh and blood, but powers and principalities of darkness. She is not wrestling against herself. She did not choose her parents in a different life. There is no different life. This is the one you have and this is all you got. There is no second chance. You do not have time to get right. This is it, folks.
46:24 This is the time to get right with God. This is the time to learn about the spirituality that is so prevalent in the world. The biggest and hottest selling book in the world is the Bible and it's also the least read because we're wrestling not against flesh and blood. But powers and principalities of darkness. Clearly this is an absurd situation, but it could all been prevented by stopping one drink, one drink of alcohol and the butterfly effect occurred that caused someone to believe they are an alien, believe they can speak spirit language. Think of what you're doing to your children if you take that sip of alcohol. Think of how it affects you. It affects everyone. Your children, when you do something that affects you, that causes you to call them up and say, Hey, you know, I hate this.
47:19 Or your parents, or your direct relatives, or your boyfriend, or your brother, your sister. Think of what you're doing to them. Think of how you're making them feel because when you take this alcohol, this stuff, the Bible says we should not take apart what we have. That is affecting more than just you. I'm Brad Burnham and I have more than just a story to back this up, but experience. Join us next time on Strength Normal.